I'm back from Taiwan, Singapore n hometown...

But still busy coz hav lots of stuffs to pack n clean.. n will be flying to Kelantan in 2 days..

Busy..busy...

Will update Later when I'm more free...

hehehee...

 Happie holidays!!!

o0ps.. sorrie...  Was busy for Final exams so din get to update.

Its 3.25am of 14th Oct now....  Few more hours n I'll be on my way to singapore, then Taiwan..

Hehe...

Aih... these few days... my Luck is just so damn bad...

Sum stupid idiot theif stole my Purse n Handphone the day before yesterday...

Argh.... There goes my Fav LV purse, my ATM cards... Ic n all...

Why am I so stupid to leave my bag outside the Exam hall??

Today, whole day I was running around to appeal for my New Ic, ATM cards n all...

Lucky I got all settled...

Oh... n my handphone!!  ALL the contact numbers in it...

Haih......  n sum of the photos I treasure so much....

Anyway, I have very complicated feelings rite now..

I'm still sad n angry bout my stolen purse n HP..

I'm excited and happie coz I'm going to Taiwan in 2 days' time....

I'm worried bout the job selection at Proton.

I'm frustrated that ZZ havent send me the plan n proposal for our trip.

I'm also feeling very tired coz I din get sufficient time to rest n sleep during exam week... n today whole day running around.

Well, I still havent pack my luggage      :P

N I'm sleepy now..

So I think I'll sleep now n pack my luggage when I wake up tomorrow..

Tomorrow noon I'm leaving to s'pore d

HAHa....

Let's hope my trip is smooth and interesting !!!

Ciaoz...

dear blog space,

I'm sad... but I dont know why..

Although its my bthday... but I'm still sad...

Last nite when CH called me at 12 to wish me hp bd... I cried....  I'm not touched.. just sad...

But of course I wont let anyone know I cried...

Its his bd also... so I wished him back n chatted over the phone for a while..

After that chyi came over to get photos from my laptop..

Nothing special happened... just like what I thought it will be...

I slept around 3am after watching a movie...

A number of frens... ym'ed me to wish me...  I'm happie bout tat.. no matter they r sincere o not.. it doesnt matter.... haha

Just now I read sum blogs...

N suddenly I realize... I'm just not worth it....

I'm not worth it to ppl that I care all this while..

Damn.. I'm so not worth... even to ppl tat Is closest to me ..... not only frens.. but also family...

haih.....  I'm more sad n upset now...

Is it becoz I'm a bad person???  Everyone hates me???

Is it I am not a good fren???  Or I'm not a good _____ ???

Haih..........

Why is all these happening to me???

I remember I used to be a very happy-go-lucky gal back in secondary n Alpha....

I'm always smiling n I hav lots of good frens around me that is always there for me when I need them.... I was never sad.... I'm also very talkative last time... love to go out n hav fun..

How come.. now I'm always so quiet n passive??  I hav very few good frens around me.. n none that will be there when I'm in need???

Oh yes... maybe u'll say its becoz I'm older n not in secondary school anymore...

I know tat.... But I'm still sad no matter wat or how...

I'm trying to accept the cruel truth of this world....

But It's really very suffering to be in this world...

Sumtimes I really wonder that is the purpose I'm still living in this world....

Haih...........................................................

How I Wish I can Get :

- a 4.0xx Digicam

- Guess' white colour sunglasses i spotted

- a Lil Light Blue Kelisa

- a new Webcam for my laptop

- a new Lv purse

* Aih.... when can I get my wishlist fulfilled ........................................

I know I am lazy la wey... hehe

I'm lazy to upload pics here . .. lazy to learn to go html... to upload pics here...

To change to nice nice layouts.... change the design n style..

I'm lazy..

n afterall... wat for??

NOt tat anybody is gonna visit here n read rite...

This is a lil secret I kept here.. for me to type out watever I am thinking n all...

So no need to make it nice nice..

As all is words for me to express n remember in the future..

For ppl that know me really well.. shud know that I hav short term memory....

so I hav to think of sum ways for me to remind myself or remember watever happened...

so typing out here is currently the best solution

haha

:P

cheerzzz